F O R T A R D S

over grand copthorne

2012-02-26T21:14:00.005+08:00

Our buys. we thought that we're not in sg.

Stay-cation over at grand copthorne waterfront hotel. spending quality time cum belated vday celebration. great stay tho. but its inaccesible! :( had lotsa fun w the girls! headed to zouk as its just less than 5mins walk. its the first time i can party with no worries when im drunk or maybe wasting $ taking a cab. i can say that oh im WALKING back home. HAHAHA! more of these to come! was planning like 3months once. this stay-cation makes me look forward to HK man!!!! excited. ok goodnight.
have to work tmr :( and my weekend passes soooo quickly.
I . HATE . IT - longer weekends pretty pls.
ohya! da pest had finally ORD! gonna see him tmr~ hehe
bye~~

pronouce "sa un di a"~sunday

2012-02-19T15:45:00.004+08:00

been long since i stayed at home during the weekends! incl sat! so ytd han came over to my place and chat/chill/slack, after a while both of us got bored and decided to head over to eyeohz's place since she's also bored n we're also bored. HAHHAHA. chat/slack/chill till midnight and we decided to head to ntuc to buy groceries and cook!?!?! aglio olio!!! and as usual, han cooked while eyeohz cut n im doing nth waiting for the food to be ready. oh no i helped to put it nicely into 3 bowls hahaha. so i told them infuture 3 of us opened a shop, han will be the chef i will be the one giving it to customer and eyeohz will be the dishwasher or maybe the one who cut and prep the ingredient hahaha. head home at about 3am+ and KO.

up till this morn 11+am, bray came over and i got wokeup. first thing i did was to look at the timing knowing that im still able to eat big breakfast!!!! hehehe was sooo happy.
up till miki got choked n vomitted as my sis got apple and dw to cut smaller pieces. i got so fedup man, my big aunt alrd told her to cut smaller. she n my mum said that he can bite. wtf. its apple, not biscuit. i got so angry n i shouted at them. " if he really can bite he wouldnt be like this right also say its apple not biscuit!!!!!!!!!!!!" as usual i cldnt control my emotions!! arghs really dk how to describe that moment. damn heartpain n worried when miki wanted to puke yet cant. and i cant do anything but to see him being like this, choke is a srs matter man. lucky he is fine. n im fine!!! totally spoilt my entire morning. goodness!!!! WHAT A BAD DAY.
n im so tired now already. zzzzzzzz.

may tomorrow be a better day.
i love u my dear miki, so much that i really cldnt express myself.
ure 5 this yr! n i really cannot imagine the day when u leave. - touchwood.
i love u i love u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sooooooo much.
but now u no longer allow us to carry u. but nvm.
my love for u is going stronger each day
i will get u food n new cage sooon!!!
MUACKS!!!!

HAHAHAHA. its like dedicating to human. ooops but sorry its dog.
ohya, i also have to perm n dye my hair very soon.
hate eyeohz n han for repeating n saying that my hair is v ugly.
LOOK LIKE HORSE. WTF!!!!!!!!! damn insulting..... me.....
payday come quick!!! :)
looking frwd to the next weekend.
spending quality time with my dearest girls. hehehe
ps: im gonna start dieting. im very depressed and very sad that im gaining weight
and im hitting club 50kg ^ joining han n gsw if i cont like this.
SIGH. SUPER SUPER SAD. how come i will become like this!!!! feels like i can eat an elephant every meal. CEREAL TONIGHT!!!!! one meal!!!! since im craving for cereal.
HAI MY LIFE IS SO BITTER. PLS LET ME SLIM DOWN PLS!!!!!!!! N BE PRETTIER. MY WISH FOR 2012 LEH! WHY U NO GRANT ME.

USS x

2012-02-19T15:22:00.011+08:00

here are the pictures from my very first USS trip!

First valentine celebration.

2012-02-14T22:56:00.001+08:00

Hi have to blog on this date bcz it's my first valentine celebration. No ambience kind totally feels like a normal day. And it's kind of bad to be the first. Shouldn't first be excited n such? Well, kind of sucky!!! But still had a good to start with dinner which satisfy my craves n brighten the day A LIL n caught "the wedding diary"! Thanks the pest. Home sweet home after that. Sianzzz Ikr!!! But headed for an adv celebration as well in Uss! Was very very very reluctant to go. But tics were booked so I got no choice. N it was fun. Just that the sun is effing hot n irritating. N I will make sure I only visit uss once in a blue moon. Maybe my next visit will be next year??? Hopefully thrs new ride! Haha will upload the pics from uss soon! Mean while will just upload the photos today. Can actually see how dim it is! Bad bad bad :( y first valentine celebration u no treat me better? Hahaha good nights!

LATE POST 2 (CNY 15DAYS)

2012-02-12T22:45:00.006+08:00

CNY 2012. spend almost everyday of my cny gambling NONSTOP. meeting up with my girls n j. over my place, j place, pang place, sw place and my sis place.
INSANE.

LATE POST 1 (19th bday 2012)

2012-02-12T21:52:00.009+08:00

HI HAD MY BDAY CELEBRATION TWICE WITH THE PEST N MY FAV GIRLS.
mbs for a stay and it was damn shiok. hahaha. had sukiya for lunch and i find it so-so. while he is emphasizing that it is damn nice. but still thanks~~~~ oh and spot my new necklace.

dinner at crystal jade after a short shopping with siwen n eleena. metup with the rest at bishan for dinner with mum n lionel n j! food was awesome! every dishes man! incl the price too, but thanks mum for paying the bill. and she knows my motive for asking her along. hehe
as you can see, my theme was maxi dresses!!! hahaha did it on purpose tho! all of them were cursing me. hahaha. but we did had an enjoyable day! thanks for the bag :)

Cny eve 2012

2012-01-22T13:16:00.001+08:00

Hello. It's cny eve! How's da preparation going on? My hs is so bz preparing for tmr food while I'm lazing on my bed likea princess hahaha had my reunion din ytd! N gonna have a gambling den tmr to welcome my "friends" in. Yeahhhhh. Can't wait to eat their money! Ok hereby wishing everyone a prosperous cny and huat ahhhh hehhehe gonna prep and acc miss goh to shop for her last min stuff it's like must well buy tmr right so last min gosh! I think I'm such a good friend that one shouldn't lose hahahahaa -flips hair

Reunion with da bitches

2012-01-20T10:54:00.001+08:00

Hihi since my boss and manager are put, I'm able to use my phone more freely to the extend blogging!!! Hehehe so I went to meet up with xw n dt after few months. Wanted to dine in at ikoi again but it's fully booked so we went to try irodori instead. Taste absolutely yums just that the salmon n such is too thick but I heard that most people prefer thick salmon? But I personally don't really eat raw food only when I'm dining at very good jap restaurant or buffet then I will spam salmon! Tried yellow tail and it was quite good or maybe their food there is fresh? Paid about 40$ for the buffet! Kind of worth it since its been long since I had buffet n also gotten my pay so have to treat myself a little! Hahaha. Anw,I'm still trying to be thrifty! Ok cny in a few days time I have yet to get my nails and bag!!! But I just booked appt for my nails later on. And it's bloody ex!!! Forget it this is the consequences for being too last min! Ok goodbye hereby wishing everyone to win lots of $$$$ including myself and I'm hoping those gambling with me to lose ok hehehhehe

A gd mon

2012-01-16T22:47:00.001+08:00

Hi, now with iPhone and blogger apps, I find blogging much convenient. But it's always a very short update. So today, I had a very enjoyable Monday, as I get to lunch with boss and colleagues at a jap restaurant which perks up my mood. Then getting to know that I'm getting a new wallet and it's something that I yearn for so long! So after lunch, im v v busy. No time to even reply messages!!! After clearing my workloads then I went to meet my aunt & sis & co. Dinner at ajisen before heading to those boutique! Took me a very long time to decide what to get after checking out four stores!!! N my first time entering. Cz I don't like to enter without buying. Cab home after that. Well, I'm actually very unhappy bcz the design I wanted do not have the color I wanted. So I'm like asking thrice n it's still no. Till I actually ask them to search other outlet n the guy say ok, thrs one! N wooooo, mad happy. What makes me more happy is my pay! Totally brighten up my day man. Time check 10.45pm. It's time to sleep!!!! Goodnight I'm v happy :) hope all of u r happy too!

Sneak pic

2012-01-16T08:54:00.001+08:00

Gonna find time to update been really busy working n having fun over the weekends. So I will leave this space with a pic of my happy pills.

in the meantime..

2012-01-14T23:32:00.001+08:00

i will update my diary very soon.
anw, just got an iphone 4s.
happy? yes! sad? bcz i changed my number,
and i wanted my prevs no. badly!

dining with my girls tmr evening.
weeee.

welcome u, 2012!

2012-01-02T01:42:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! its a brand new year. evn tho everything remains the same. (as in daily routine) HAHAHA. but comeon, 2012!!! u will treat me better right? it has to be better!!! let everything remain in the past, start this year freshly, let go of all the anger, hatred and sadness. n begin it with a smile. give more, love more, smile more! life will be better! so,
how did all of u celebrated?

i had a wonderful day. and ofcourse wasted weekends!!! get to spend my very last day of 2011 with all my loved ones. so blessed! cant wait for more of these days to come. sadly, didnt get all of my girls to celebrate tgt. busy with bfs la some!!!!! but lotus is back in action. HAHAHA. ok, went for company's event in the afternoon and im still very sad that im so not lucky :( but my company is kind of generous. so fun to work in but.... kind of stressful, maybe im still not familiar with it. its ok, it takes time!!! went to meet j and then my girls, N fam BBQ!!! happy new year pull ur ears, so i get them to pull their ears. ( more pictures on fb ) had a very fun night, really!!!

ok today nua at home till late afternoon, went fo dinn/chill w j,sw,i,qh,lx,weien. mehhhhhhhhhhh, my body is aching like some bitch!!! i need tons of rest srsly!!!

ok goodnight yes night!!!!!
may 2012 sail smoothly for everyone of us, yes everyone.
ohya pls make me look prettier slimmer cuter!!!!
HAHAHHAHAHA

mehhh

2011-12-30T22:13:00.002+08:00

From someone sweet. hehe thanks xx

see my chio eyelashes. really save alot of my time in the morn!!!
n how formal i have to wear at work. hehehe

OK GOODNIGHT. im worn out. 5.5 working days.......

when time flies..

2011-12-30T21:47:00.002+08:00

in a blink of an eye, 2011 is coming to an end. rmb at the start of the year, how i used to whine what shld i do with my life aft getting my O's. and in this year, everyone going their separate ways, either work or study, thought tt we wld really separate. but surprisingly, i still get to meet up with all my girls occasionally despite our busy schedule. and now, im settling down with a fulltime job and parttime studies, which i shld alrd be thankful. yet getting to knw 2 bitches and still sticking ard w my gfs. shld i say tt 2011 treated me well? tho i may have lost someone once so dear IN THE PAST. and now, realizing tt thrs evn btr who is always w me. things/people that came and went out of my life. still, hopefully 2012 will treat me evn better. yes, human nature are greedy. one cld nv get enough, never...

the ones that i shld really really be thankful for is my precious mum! i dont really show affection by saying or actions. but im really thankful for her. she really tried her best to get everything that i wanted and the best out of me. without her, i think i will suffer. yes, im not independent. i still rely on her badly! cldnt imagine... and i never want to. just hope that god will blessed me in everything i chose to do. :)

yes, my 10 new year resolution.
1)stable my job and have a better income.
2)start my parttime diploma asap.
3)save $$$(dont tell you all the amount :p)
4)holiday trip whr thrs snow.
5)give and take more.
6)dont rely on people too much
7)pamper miki more!!!
8)be punctual
9)a car license?
10)look prettier with better figure. HAHAHA

3 wishlist to be completed by my mum.
1)wallet
2)bb
3)itouch

gonna pester her to get all these 3 impt stuff for me!!!!
ok goodbye. have a great newyear.
i will be celebrating my newyear with my fam n gfs n j!
yay 3 in 1. just a normal bbq tho. hehehehe

misfortune

2011-12-30T21:36:00.004+08:00

hello im back from bkk few days back. only get to update this space today and im turning in like damn soon! bkk was great as usual. just that i happened to get robbed during the first day and totally spoilt my plan to go chatuchak. a weekend market :( thats very sad la ofcourse. it happened when im sitting on a tutuk and a motorist came from the back. my aunt n cous tot tt the motor banged onto the tutuk but is not! at the second glance to confirm tt my bag is gone, the motor is gone. can u imagine how fast?!?!? so scary la. im like damn shocked. luckily my passport is with my mum, but everything is gone leh! my phone, wallet &mp3. everything in the wallet gone!!! damn heartache. cursed the person who robbed me fell down and had a major accident man. ok touchwood. hahaha. went for police report and a witness came in?????? so surprised and glad tho nth was done. but its rare to see someone from bkk is still willing to go to the police station and witnessed it. wasted 3 freaking hrs there and nth done. their eng is real bad to the extend they dont know how to tell us a timing and have to wait 3hrs for their "boss" who speaks better eng to translate and write a compo. fuck. went back and my mum and all eventually consoled me. i thought they would be like why u so careless etcetc! by right i should have held onto it tightly also. so they wouldnt evn aimed t rob me. but what if they still cont their acts and jst bcz i held onto it tightly, i fell out of the tutuk? worst right. still thank god for keeping me safe and sound throughout the whole mishaps. nevertheless, i had the best trip man. the amount of stuffs i bought is able to heal myself. happy girl. pls learn to be contented. :p

so now im pestering my mum to get me a new bb, wallet and itouch. hopefully man!
ok bye!!!

excited!!!

2011-12-22T21:32:00.003+08:00

DA PEST. HEHEHEHE.
spent so many days with him
now i see his face till sian hor????
HAHAHAHA.
so he gotta spend a lonely xmas
feelin sad fo him :p
worst is he is nw doing duty
n im flying tmr.

words cldnt describe my excitment.
AHHHH BKK IM COMING!
cant wait t shop till drop.
so ya,

merry xmas in adv.
xx.

updt

2011-12-21T21:02:00.003+08:00

hihihi, was so busy. got myself a job and am quite enjoying it, love the pay tho. am alrd lookin frwd t payday when i merely jst worked fo 3days.

so glad to say tt im leaving bkk in jst 2 more days!!!! yipeee.
oh but sad to say tt im suffering frm sorethroat. once i gotten sorethroat,
flu or cough will definitely be next and then fever. it goes according ALWAYS.
so now, im having sorethroat, flu n slight fever.

worst is still gotta force myself out at this timing jst aft my fam dinn. time chk: 9.05pm to meet j n co at MBS. tho i always said tt i wnna go n hv a stay+swim.... but i dont have tt MBS mood now. feeling so sucky! cn u imagine i finished the whole box of tissue in the office. but got no choice, cz im leaving sg. OH YA, N TMR I STILL GOTTA WORK!!! but nvm, in exchange fo my presence, i got tt pest to get me some panadol. :p my hs(pharmacy) RAN OUT OF IT!!!! hw can!!!!
so pissed with my phone. the batt is spoilt and my newly batt havent arrive!!! my phone ran out of batt less than a hour. FUCKKK, dk hw t contact ltr on.
traditional way like what sw said. time & location. so he's gna fetch me!

ok gtg. will update this space soon!!!

get wasted

2011-12-14T13:05:00.002+08:00

on this very day, was sj's belated bday celebration.
despite her getting drunk, im the one who's drunk instead.
this is like the worst out of so many times.
i cldnt rmb so many things, not a single bit of impression.
i made a fool out of myself infront of so many people.
I THREW MY OWN FACE. I WNT TU DIE.
IDW TO RECALL WHT I DID N SAY TT DAY!
but still, i had alot of fun. its like the best night i evr had.
oh gotta thanks j, hpned t be thr IF NOT i cnnt imagine wht will hpn.
i foresee more of these days to come. but not getting wasted.
LOVE MY GIRLS.

ciaos

2011-12-10T18:42:00.000+08:00

hihi im all ready t meet my girlies. weeee.

one more time

2011-12-09T17:43:00.004+08:00

another good song sang by him. way too meaningful.

ps:// and if u ever catch a glimspe of happiness, hold on to it. for i'll not be the one responsible for it anymore.

hiz^^

2011-12-06T00:04:00.003+08:00

Life is pretty good? other than finding jobs im enjoying myself rotting. to the extend tt i love to stay at hm recently. hahaha. feels so good.
spending my xmas11 in bkk w my fam.... heading to hk on apr12 with my girls. so tt is enough to make my life happy.
BUT....
i need to get a job ASAP. cldnt rot any longer man.
ok goodbye, hehe.

last xmas~

2011-12-05T00:20:00.000+08:00

Truth to be told

2011-11-30T14:20:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA/

2011-11-23T15:09:00.002+08:00

smth to laugh at and smth fo yall to stop missing me :p
needa get a job bef dec.
and im soo glad to say tht BREAKING DAWN IS IN THE CINEMA TMR!!!
cant wait to watch it man, ok la,
short update to kill my boredom.

goodbye. *spam hearts

good and bad

2011-11-22T02:17:00.002+08:00

a very bad nov, cldnt wait fo dec to arrived man. my dear dec, kindly treat me better :)

as u cn see, things getting out of hand and such. never knew how hatred cld turn a person into. how scary a human is. how disappointment literally creeps in and how an ugly truth turns things into. oh well. life is full of up n down.

yups that probably sums it up fo me. mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. sucks right. worst is im having a bad cramp tday and i guess PMS (piss with men syndrome) would PROLLY approach too. hahaha. what a sucky mon.

decided to free "everyone" from everything. had enough of all these relationshits stuffs. altho things are starting t get btr or no? but still, wld nv wnna give myself a chance t feel anyth other than happiness. yup thats it. "fo those who will be back, will be back."

time check 2.36am. i shld really jump onto my bed and rest well soon.
goodbye.

truth

2011-11-14T16:06:00.003+08:00

HI ANOTHR DAY AT HOME. feeling all so gd, with gran cooking, waiting fo my dinn, lazing ard... anw, wokeup to see smth so true which was tagged by weien via fb!

JANUARY BABY
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.
Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to
recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.
Stubborn.

ITS DAMN TRUE FO ME. wht abt yall(jan babies)?

hope yall hv a good day ahead!
toodles.

more than chilling

2011-11-13T16:26:00.003+08:00

wld love to jst use words t blog abt 11/11/11.
what a pleasant date & day.
metup w j aft tt my girls during the night.
caught tower heist. a good show.

random surprises, not a very surprising one tho.
but its ok. its the sincerity that counts. HAHA
and i dnt rly like it! keeping evrything in the dark.
ok it is supposed to be like tht, if nt it isnt surprises.
well, once aft a long time, its still gd to see some surprises?
being so suaku, i realized suntec fountain ish so cool.

12/11/11

i think my fam shld jst give me and my dog a break man.
whenevr we talked abt this, it wld be quarrels.

n also always bcz of this, i cldnt control my emotions. idky.
so fuck ur life fo making me like this!!!!
metup with weien vi and eleena to timbre,
as you can see from the abv pictures!!!
SUPPOSINGLY, sw is joining. ohwell, bombard...
do take note: karma is a bitch.
never the less, still had a great time catching up.
esp with missyeo. she is so busy fo us recently ahhhh...
anw, timbre is a gd place fo chilling. but not a gd place whr u cn save money
and at the same time to chill. HAHA.

13/11/11

yups, wokeup at an early hour(2pm) whn i fucking slept at 5am.
fam bought some bak ku teh. which is so yummy. satisfy my craves.
brighten up my sun man! thn thrs also honey stars to keep me acc.
aww, nw im lying dwn on my bed, blogging. feeling all so good!!!
aft feeding my stomach. likea princess at home. hehehe.
nv deny tt im not pampered... still a gd thing tho :p

ohya! my fam wnts t shift house man.
and they prefer those first hand kind.
but the areas that are first hand is not convenient at all.
my house now is so convenient yet i m always late, i cnnt imagine...
whn im gna take MRT, i still hv to wait fo a bus.... SURE LATE.
n i wld want to have a room all by myself. with the designs i wanted.
pinkish kind. BUT, i dnt dare t sleep alone....... contradicting much.
cant wait tho. but it rly need to be more convenient man.
and i wldnt wnt to shift to like punggol or clementi those kinda places.

MY FRIENDS ARE ALL LIVING IN THE NORTH!!!! :(

contemplating whether to get a car license or not.
my aunts asked me to get a license. but srsly..
im not interested in those cars and driving and such.
or maybe i shld jst get it incase one day i rly need it?
a car exchange fo a license? tts wht i always told them.
HAHAHA. btt soon :)

2011-11-07T03:20:00.001+08:00

jst in case yall miss me~ hehehe

alcohol abuse effect

2011-11-06T20:56:00.004+08:00

HI HO~ its been 3days since i last updated. and these 3days seems to pass damn fast spending it with my gfs. weekends are great, to the extend i suffered frm "alcohol abuse effect". so if i suddenly passed away, pls dont be shocked. and am nursing hangover, being bloated, gastric on a sat. tt sucks. so morale of the story: party on a sat. ok. only up till today thn im feeling much better with a flat tummy. vomitted umpteen times!!!

and my gfs is nt letting me off up till now sia. they desperately wanna eat curry isit. PEEVED!!!
supposingly to meetup w j. or to go out w my fam t amk. but gave it a miss. need TONS of rest. but sunday is fam day knw!!!

ok. enough of rants. never the less i still enjoyed my fucking weekend which caused me to have the thought that im suffering from some serious illness. sour feeling all over my body with bruises.....

now, to go out with gfs or to stay at home? its a PH tmr~~~

ok.. stay away from alcohol. so is being 18 a gd or a bad thing?

ps: if this persist, thats it. nths gna work it out i guess~~~

Once you were ....

2011-11-03T17:51:00.002+08:00

wonder why we bother with love if it nv last.

~

2011-11-03T03:35:00.002+08:00

"Im warning you, if you are takng one step closer, im not letting you go"- No strings attached
and guess what, im watchting this show at 350am. thats insane, ikr!

ok say hi to the weekends in one mre day.
toodles.

???

2011-10-30T15:49:00.005+08:00

so many questions, so little choices, no decisions.

a little part of me that nth gonna ever take away frm me.

its etched evr since i made tt decision.

under wht type of circumstances, i'll be there.

what if two world doesnt matches?

"what if?" a qn which is so horrible.

that kept u hoping and expecting.

sucks much?

gna updt my life soon.

ps: spending weekends with miss gsw. thank god fo putting her in my life. sincerely.

in another life...

2011-10-28T13:03:00.003+08:00

Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th Birthday
We got matching tattoos

Used to steal your parents' liquor
And climb to the roof
Talk about our future
like we had a clue
Never planned that one day
I'd be losing you

In another life
I would be your girl
We keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash
Never one without the other we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you
I put those records on

Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the Blues
Its time to face the music
I'm no longer your muse

And in another life
I would be your girl
We keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one
The one that got away

All this money can't buy me a time machine (Nooooo)
Can't replace you with a million rings (Nooooo)
I shoulda told you what you meant to me (Woooooow)
Cause now I pay the price

In another life
I would be your girl
We keep all our promises
Be us against the world

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away
The o-o-o-o-o-one

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

one day

2011-10-27T17:49:00.003+08:00

"Whatever happens tomorrow, we have today"

What if one day is too late to realise?
Will it gonna be like the movie?

too caught up with life recently.
not ready sums it all fo me.

not ready to be in a rs.
not ready fo anything nice tt gna happen.
not ready fo the future.
not ready to die.

ps: be with someone u love, not with someone u think u love....

amazing trip

2011-10-25T01:57:00.002+08:00

greetings. days in genting...

day 1
bak ku teh while waiting fo hotel chk in.
walk ard. rest in hotel. went arcade & to sing k.
sucks like hell btw.

day 2
outdoor theme park.
had x10000 butterfiles in my stomach
got dragged to play spaceshot.
first time in 18 yrs of my life.
scare the shit out of me. idk hw to describe tt feeling.

but its FUN.
haunted house. and someone is so scare. HAHAHA
likea scary cat. HAHAHA epic moment.
headed fo buffet. didnt ate much. but lotsa variety.
cam batt died on me!
went to club safari. but got cheated. its not club. its live band on a tues.
finished up bottle n went off.

day 3
aunt treated us at a dim sum restaurant.
as we were pauper at that time.
can say tt its my best meal of the trip.
went massage and fish spa
ran up hill fo some beautiful moment.
and home sweet home!

im currently missing genting's weather, hoping sg wld hv tt cold weather.
hehehe ok toodles.
HI MR J. GN T U. IRRITATING

Orchard hotel

2011-10-25T01:08:00.008+08:00

Self service salad

Self service popiah

Self service rojak

Nyona 7 storey kueh. LOL!!!

Creme brulee

Choco pudding~~~

Egg tarts~~

Durian moose~~

I had a great day at orchard hotel with my family.
high tea buffet at abt $4x++ per pax. citi bank and amex card hving promo~~
more on local delights. but their local delights is yummy.
not much variety and dont rly worth the $$.
and its high tea! if u love local delights, great place to visit.

and cheers to one paper down. two more to go. i cant wait fo nxt holi trips. anybody date me fo some holiday? hahaha.

short update! miss me.
ps: kindly ignore tt huge pimple on my cheeks! lazy to edit. hehehe
show yall the ugly side of me

-

2011-10-24T00:08:00.001+08:00

I WISHED FO HAPPINESS.
YOU?

15oct

2011-10-16T17:33:00.004+08:00

HIHIHI wanna do a blog post bef leaving genting tmr morn! hehehe shooo happy.
anw, happy belated bday to sunny han and happy advanced bday to eleena yeo!
hope yall enjoy ur day n love ur giftsss. the thought that counts!!! hahaha.
dine in at dk which korean restaurant, kind of authentic tho. and headed to mbk.
shld hv jst stayed thr jst to chill n talk~ but headed off to df/ph shortly aft we finished our
bottle! ph was mad packed last night and vi was so drunk, so not rly tt fun man!!! and df is too old. HAHAHA. ok.

glad tt i have finished my class, gotta wait till jan fo my part time dip classes!
n im heading to genting tmr. double happiness. gotta leave evrything bhind jst fo this 3 days.
weeeee. ok bye im gna go n get some rest!!! sick continuously fo 8 days! so power right.
may i recover asap, idw to suffer omw up to genting. 6hrs journey.............

monday blues

2011-10-10T23:05:00.002+08:00

OH HAI. i spent my mon watching "a lil bit of heaven" and "friends with benefits"!
both a great movie. worth watching n my time!!!! hehehe. so many ppl said tt real steel is a great movie. still hesitating to watch it anot. ok nvm.
sorted and uploaded overdue photos, played sims, dwled new songs n into my mp3.
tts hw fast my time passes today. skipped class again. pray hard tt i cn pass my papers!
which is in a wk and a few days more. sucks right. ok... 3 papers very fast ovr one!!!

gotta meet my 2babygirls tmr. dining in at dk which weird places. tts gd! so tt i cn bring my girls thr to eat also. HAHA but i doubt they will~~~

ok goodbye. blessings~~~*

mixed up

2011-10-09T21:29:00.004+08:00

-kope from siwen's

oh well... life has been great w great ppl all ard me. gna upload all those pic i took in my cam!! i need more time. :) n thr is tons of it lor!!! accumulated...

sometimes im still pondering ovr those decisions made n the nxt step to take. not easy, nvr easy. one wrng step, evrything's done. i need a wise decision.. anw, should not evn be bothered or letting it to bother me. not AT ALL. but still, evry humans have feelings n gotta feel for the good n bad. tt suckss.

move on for the future and for the better!
stay tune to my nxt post with my cutesy face. HAHA.

2011-10-01T15:57:00.002+08:00

SO HARD PLEASING EVERYONE.
time management. i really need it.

till then xoxo.
have a great weekend

2011-10-01T15:54:00.003+08:00

fucking glad...

2011-09-28T20:30:00.002+08:00

AND WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? RUNNING RD LEAVIN SCARS, COLLECTING UR JAR OF HEARTS, TEARING LOVE APART, URE GNA CATCH A COLD, FROM THE EYES INSIDE UR SOUL, SO DONT COME BACK FOR ME, DONT COME BACK AT ALL.
WHO DO U THINK U RE?
she will make u the most fortunate guy.

and im fucking glad to say that i have completed my two horrible assignment which makes me panic like mad n planning n digging out time.
and im fucking glad to say that im late fo my lesson fo 1.5hrs but i stayed in sch from 10 fucking 30 all the way to 6 fucking 30. which is a fucking 8 hrs.
and im fucking glad to say that im meeting my girls to shop ard without worrying abt my assignment.
and im fucking glad to say that im gonna meetup w j n co this weekends(maybe to eat my long wanted beancurd) without worrying abt my assignment.
and im fucking glad tt joel(classmate) helped me to type out my HR which is like 3pages full with my horrible handwritting and he still managed to understand it.
and im fucking glad that 13days more to the end of my course.
and im fucking glad that 19days more to my short getaway.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

im gone, long ago....
GBYE I LOVE ALL OF YALL'

a small pile of my rants

2011-09-26T22:13:00.004+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII, IM BACK FROM MY FIRST EVR TRIP TO BATAM.
whats more surprising is with my classmates! i nv thought tt i cld click so well with any of them.
but it seems like things are starting to change! for good i guess! gna blog about my batam trip soon.

have been real busy hanging out with my classmates and friends and J& co, heading to work, and also school. whrssssssssss my girls??? all so busy?!!??! or maybe im too busy? time clash?
gotta meetup soon man!

anw, i always wondered whether is life is fair/unfair. up till now, thn i realized life is so unfair but prolly im jst reading by its cover. Still. reality is way too cruel. but its always good to wakeup knowing tt someone out thr is always thr fo u or smth.
often, i always take things fo granted. nv appreciate and such. esp, towards my family! and im still in the midst of trying so hard to appreciate n treasure.
i have always wanted to thank god fo putting such great people around me. be it in primary sch, and secondary sch with a new environment. then up to nw, another new environment. i always have a close grps of friends with me. be it drifted or not, as long as at that point of time, i have them with me. its sucha good thing. something to be thankful for!

oh but of cos i wld hope to stay old with my girls. u know u know. hahaha. jst this grp to old will do. but no, maybe i will die halfway thru becz im getting old to be hyped up. hangout too much with them might cause my life to shorten. HEHEHEHE

ok this wk is supa busy. 2 assignment due this week. needa start working hard liao. been skipping sch for many times. without my mum knowing. impressive? yes? hahaha. have to go class regularly cannot be so lazy alrd. ANW~ my econs n comm got B+, and marketing assignment got full marks. if i work hard fo my paper i cn score A. and and, i will get a free air tixs to somewhr by someone. so motivating ah! hahaha

21 days mre to genting. first time, nt first time thr. but first time thr without my family n with diff ppl/gender !sooo excited fo a short getaway. i needa release stress. lol. ok im nt v stress also. jst cant wait. :)

short update!
toodles.
meeting up with my classmates earlier to do my assignment!!!!
mst complete bef thurs to meet mai girls.

SMTH TO NOTE

2011-09-20T02:49:00.003+08:00

1. I GOT A 6 YRS OLD KID TO DRAW ME THIS "CARD". HEHEHE. SPECIALLY FO ME SIA.
KINDERGARDEN DRAWING NEHZZZZ. OK LA. JST KIDDG. APPRECIATED AND THANKS, XOXO. :D

2. SOMEONE IN PARTICULAR JUST GOT INTO ARMY! AND AFT IRRITATING ME FO AFEW DAYS, HE TEXTED ME "TEXT U NXT TIME MY PHONE GOT TOOK AWAY"
I WAS LIKE "OK" THN 1-2 DAYS LATER HE TEXTED ME "ALL BCZ OF U, MY PHONE GOT TOOK AWAY." HAHAHAHA I LOL-ED IMMEDIATELY.

ok its jst fo me to note down in my blog. gnight ppl.

SINCE IDK WHEN (PART 2)

2011-09-20T02:20:00.011+08:00

Random meet up with shawny and ziting.
Collect my passport and shawn is so good to come n acc me.
AS IM LATE, as usual. headed to town, AYAM PENYET.
NOMNOM. its been soo long since i ate tt man!
thn slack at 313, cine. soo boring.
ohya we had a gd chat man! like srsly, and now,
im starting to believe in horpscope. damnnn.

HOLA. BUFFET TREAT FRM MY DEAR DAPHNE.
"its the best buffet we ever had."
and i had an awesome awesome day with them! altho its kinda short.
all their clumsiness.... gossips.... laughter.... cannot maintain man.
HAVE TO MEETUP OFTEN LIAO. HAHAHAHA -HUGSSS.

LOVE CHEW 2. MUAMUAMUA. HEHE

Time check: 2.45am. :)

SINCE IDK WHEN

2011-09-18T16:24:00.015+08:00

PANGS BDAY CELEBRATION.
town for dinn, random pub and ph.
i swear it was hell lots of fun aft sooo long.

Town with my ladies. had my nails done and headed to yellow jello!
my dear hanweien sucks at drinking. pls go train, for my goodness sake.

"HARI RAYA CELEBRATION" with my babies, a failed cooking day.
the beef hard like rock, aglio olio spicy like mad so i think the mushroom soup
is the best? but its a great lil day like this. headed to my cous's wedding!
the food is mad delicious.

FARMART in da early afternoon and movie at amk aft tt.
the farm got nth much tho.

metup with my darling girl. and got PS on tt day. she loves to fly plane. IDKY.

starting from a random day out with them. and dining in marche!
a post worth to blog abt it bcz its lionel's treat! :)

TUI HOU

2011-09-16T19:07:00.002+08:00

6.22pm

2011-09-05T18:20:00.003+08:00

i got tons of things to update. TONS.
ok im now heading to JB with my classmates?
cool or not? will do an update ASAP.
my past weekends.
and im suppose to or not to meet someone fo dinn.
aft long consideration.

and being sucha small gas. kthxbye.

currently

2011-08-22T00:12:00.002+08:00

LATE NIGHT OTP. ok gotta revise a lil ltr and gna update an impromtu decision to sentosa~~~
GNIGHT BABIES.

chilling

2011-08-14T19:53:00.004+08:00

A late night sat chilling session with them at alleybar. and cb sw psk. fucker @!#@!$#@$@!
ok had a gr8 night tho. its like really damn chilling kind. gdgdgd!!!!!!

ohya rmb gotta take weight again. i wnna see whether did i lose weight anot. hehehe.

spend my sun nua at home, so comfy~~~~ i hope sun will nv ends man.
ok la gdbye!!! :)
MY NEPHEW BRAYDEN V CUTE RIGHT. some credits to photographer too

back then.........

2011-08-13T20:00:00.001+08:00

gonna head out soon! :)

Swensens feast.

2011-08-13T00:07:00.006+08:00

A date out for a dinn at swensens as u cn see. it was rly a short meetup but its a great time to spent with them! time passes soo fast. and they are still always being so mean n irritating to me. hate chew 2. <3 hehehe.

back to mai life, glad to say. " HELLO HOLIDAYS " but ofcause with 2 exams. gotta meetup with my classmates fo some studies. :) yeahhhh and caught 2 movies horrible bosses and zookeeper with mr J ^^ erm, both of the shows like same ahhhh. nt bad cn watch! but i wnna watch bridesmaid too. gotta stop movie fo sometime. so dont ask me out fo movie ah. cn ask me out fo funshion. foc. HAHAHA. heard tt fwb n bad teacher is out in funshion gonna watch thr instead of spending $$$.

yeah, and i srsly got irritating gfs man. first one will always be gohsiwen. damnit. i think if one day any of us gets into a rs, one reason to breakup will be her. hahaha. or no, maybe i shld say the ugly side of us will be exposed by her. irritating max right.

ok am gonna wakeup early for co store briefing. hopefully cn start work at j8 soon! toodles. will updt soon :)

ohya, spot my hair! hehehe. its black once again. not totally tho. my sister's failed skill. and it fades quickly as i had bleached my hair bef. awwww.

ASAHI SPAMS.

2011-07-31T20:35:00.005+08:00

ok, jst look at the amount of asahi. INSANE RIGHT. so many of them were KO-ed. and im jst v tipsy. ok not drunk, i knw wht im doing n i practically rmb most of it. made a foool out of myself last night lor! damnit. so friggin ps. so from like 2 wks back my weekend are filled w alcohol? gain fats mostly from it. grrr. anw, i had a gd time~~~~ its been soo long since we drank tgt? w my sis n co. great great! hopefully another session soon! :)

ohya and we played paintball in the morn. aft my rise and shine at sw's place! its was a great experience!!!! i wore like a long sleeves, t shirt, and a thick jacket. and a jeans with a trackpants. CN IMAGINE HW HOT!!! STILL KENA BRUISES. take a look at those bruises. it hurts. now i cant sit left. haha. which means my bruises is on the left!!!!!!!!!! :( evn sleeping also a prob. THANKS AHZZZ.

ok gna do my stuffs nw. and im so glad tt i manage to update this space everyweekend!
sch tmr. goodbye.

never wasted with them

2011-07-31T20:17:00.004+08:00

sensation n nana night. so happening huh! then headed to sw's place as u can see the RISE N SHINE pictures. hehehe.

satisfied craves.

2011-07-31T20:08:00.002+08:00

HIEEEZ. impromtu decision to ikea for our dinn. AND im like super suaku? idk how to go thr. so xw was telling me to turn left n right. ended up i spent so long to look for the busstop. like what someone says!!!! im a lu chi. asshole.

so glad to meetup with them yknw! hahaha. so bitchy. ok yeah, so the food taste rly good? and yknw what, my first time knowing tt the tray is to put ur food! i tot is to put belongings. thn i was like " wa so good ah! cn put bag! " thn i wanted to put my bag. but xw told me is to put the tray thn i was like ok.......................... hahhaha. wtf right.

ok yeah i will definitely go back thr agn! sooon ok. :)

Turn up ur vol and sing along when ure inlove.

2011-07-25T20:37:00.002+08:00

The thing about love
Is I never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wondering
Is this true, I want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels when you are telling me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that I really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels when you are telling me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love

And it feels like it's the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels when you are telling me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love
Say it again

When you tell me you're in love...
Say it again

PS:// IF I EVER GOTTA FEELS LIKE THIS AGAIN, TTS WHEN I KNOW, ITS LOVE.

Summing up

2011-07-25T19:54:00.010+08:00

practically my whole week. on wed (msgoh's bday) to bottle tree then rebel-GODDAMN LUCKY BTW, fri to titanium and sat to clinic and rebel aftmath.

thats when my weekend passes way too fast with all my gfs ard.
OK BYEZ.

wish you were here

2011-07-21T21:46:00.002+08:00

stucked with this song.

anw, sch is great. :)
update sooon.

TGIF & TGISAT.

2011-07-17T20:04:00.006+08:00

HELLO, let the pictures do the talking. hehehe.
so you can see i spend my fri baking. FIRST ATTEMPT. yay.
sat out with 2 babies. then eyeohz came. but shortly we headed back!
cant wait for wed and sat. weeeee.

gdbye~ sch starts tmr. nervous shit.
cant wait for the aftsch plan!
cz i arent looking forward to sch. wehweh.

好的事情

2011-07-16T03:07:00.005+08:00

爱到深处才会领悟
好的事情最后虽然结束
感动十分就有十分满足
谢谢你是你陪我走过那些路
好的事情也许能够重复
感动时分就算纷纷模糊
不要哭至少你和我记得很清楚
爱是为彼此祝福

spend some time listening.
toodles. :)

#Facts

2011-07-13T16:12:00.007+08:00

"moving on is hard, isn't it? You gotta get used to not seeing their name popping up on your phone when they used to text or call. You gotta get used to not visiting their facebook like you usually do. You gotta get used to not seeing them and hang out with them, anymore. You even gotta get used to not thinking about them, and that's real hard 'cause its hard to forget someone when they gave you so much to remember." but the best feelings is when you had alrd moved on when you thought you couldnt.

ok i'll update abt my life soon. toodles.

pretty good day!

2011-07-11T20:01:00.003+08:00

HIEEE. i had a great weekend! starting off with a movie that i wnna watch sooo much w ccw. (dont get it wrong.) TRANSFORMER 3 in 3D. i didnt knw tt its a 3D tho. but still nice!!!! and lucky when we reached the show havent start yet. if not imma gna be soooo guilty for being late, AWHILE. hehehe. then went to have our dinnz and off to meet my lovely girls! xw took so long to reach pls. feeling so awkward w the love birds ALONE. its like endedup thrs only the 4 of us. never the less, i had a sup great fun evn jst by standing near the bar and drank. and im like super gone tt night. thanks to my dear girl, xw for insisting to send me home first then cab back to commonwealth. its like vivo-my house-commonwealth. insane!!!! ohya, and to dt's bf & my dear msyeo concern and some other humans. LOVE THOSE GIRLIES. soooo insanely glad to meetup w eleena thr as well!!! joined her table aftmath w my grp too. but i cant really rmb what i did aft that alrd. so u cn imagine! i evn drop my wallet in the cab, lucky xw is thr. i lost my cam cover n one side of my earrings!!! maybe its due to the amt of liq we got. martell for 4 ppl n 5 flaming lambo EACH. i think i took afew sip, the rest were not drank by me. dk who tho! hahaha. but dt's bf insisted in paying. so i guess im gna treat them for dinn soonz! its been long since i had a sup good sat spent. wokeup with a srs hungover. i spent my sun nurturing my nausea.

sigh, facing the reality is sucha a bad thing. knowing that im gna start sch nxt mon. sooo fast!!! nervous n excited. but i always convince myself by saying tt aft a few wks, im gna have one wk of holi durg mid aug. HAHAHA. ok cant wait tho. cant wait to go overseas, cant wait fo sw to be legal, cant wait to start sch, cant wait to get a job asap!!!!!

ok goodbye! hehe.

love.....

2011-07-06T23:13:00.003+08:00

爱情就是这样：
拥有时，不会珍惜。
失去了，也不挽留了。
因为缘分以到此为止。
如果爱情还能从来，并不是坏事。
我也不要了。但我总相信的是，
不管过了多久，有缘就会在一起。：）

QT.

2011-07-05T04:26:00.002+08:00

SHW YALL A CUTESY PIC OF ME. SAY HELLLLLLLO.

Jst got back home and made myself a bowl of "salad". good to munch on durg the night. yipee.
anyway, gonna catch afew ep of "ZUI HOU JUE DING AI SHANG NI" by rainie yang one! its rly nice. if only love is gna be so simple n sweet. ahhhhhhhhh~ cont dreaming, ya cont. haha. everything gna be fine!!! let nature take its course. ^^

received my sch timetable n it sucks. hard to find job tt cld collaborate w my timetable yknw!
well, shall take time to find. so tt my mum cn support me longer :p jst an excuse. HAHA. gna be so nervous fo tt day. times flies. REALLY! so gotta grab hold n treasure each moment.

just a short update, gonna cont w my show!
i srsly need to meet up w CSH N EYEOHZ.
its been so long since i catchup w the both compared to the rest.
SUCKS. ok bye.
ps: im not a second option.

Random

2011-07-02T16:07:00.003+08:00

SO FRIGGIN TRUE. THINK TWICEX

#501 photo spamz

2011-07-01T00:41:00.006+08:00

THE ASH BROWN ME.
i miss those days in thai. remembering tt i jst got it done bef my bday.
lovin tt colour, but black roots grow easily. and got to celebrate
w all my loved ones at that point of time bef i head to bkk. ;)

THE RED MEZ
when everything is different. my life starts to revolves ard my gfs and work only.
struggling between love n moving on.

THE FADING RED MEZ
the very first time i get to party w most of my girls durg vi bday.
hell lots of fun, i swear. still got siwen, siewhui, weien, shijia's bday to go!

still in the midst of it.

HEHEHE. finally right. and idk how those photos jumbled up. damn it.
and i find tt i became uglier leh. wtf right. but this makes me wanna thanks someone, fo loving me once when i wokeup w those half asleep faces, caught drooling, claims to be dirty by so many human but he bears w it, nude bared face, pimple outbreak, hidden fats and ahya, all my unglam faces showing out la. too many to name. so imperfect. yeah..... thanks boy. still do miss the times tt we shared tho. :/ maybe its the time we spend tgt tts y so many imperfection got caught right! arghsss

on a side note, my sch is starting on 18july, nervous but yay. gna work n study at the same time, definitely. and just extracted another 3 teeth on the 28june aft my sumptious meal rmb??? nw my face is swollen likea pig face. but definitely the last face yall gna see. unless another 2 of my wisdom teeth acts up. but hopefully not.

shangrila buffet ( the line ) was rather great and its worth the price im paying for. $54 in adv 40 days. usual price is $88++ i think. visit if u eat raw stuffs like oyster? mussels? salmon? octopus? tuna? swordfish? and cold cooked stuffs like soba? prawns? its an international buffet so u'll expect laksa, satay, beef, lamb, prata, fried rice and those chi food (gong bao ji ding kind). not forgetting fruits, icecream, crepes, cakes and gummies. yup theres alot more! gonna visit marriot or royal plaza buffet? hmmmm.

yes, another 19 days will be my ms goh's bday. cant wait. hehehe
ok till then will update BERRY soon.
with loves.

DECISIONS.

2011-06-26T19:54:00.004+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIII, finally updating. anw, life's great :) im deciding on which cam to get. grrrr. i have ate thrice sakae, twice mayim in a wk. and a feast tmr. so $$$ fly. bef my nightmare begin, cant wait to meet up w the 2 bitches and feed my tummy. long awaited buffet yknw! hehehe. cant wait srsly. tho its gna be pricey but long long one time right? tsk. (self-consoling) and i still owe some pest a jap meal. damnit. :p
aya, im penniless alrd man. getting an epilator, cam and itouch. tts all fo this year. exclude clothes ok. no more perfume, wallet or watch. yaaaa. i spend way too much this year. im awaiting fo the arrival fo 2012. this yr is definitely not a gd yr fo me. 2012 treat me well ok? :(
gg to do extraction on tue, guess i gotta stay home fo the week. can update my blog again. hiphipie.

i need a hug voucher. HEHEHEHE
sooo, goodbye!!!!
just remain this way. :)
forget those unhappiness. hehehe

tumblr

2011-06-08T19:54:00.001+08:00

every random lil things.

a gd start

2011-06-08T17:37:00.003+08:00

gosh. i srsly dk whr to start. i spend my day refeshing my memories. reading back my previous post, time passes way too fast. and now, its like the half of 2011 alrd.

relationship: remembering how we get to know each other, how we spend our time lying down beside each other, meeting up and stuffs. how we go thru our obstacles tgt, every quarrel, up and down we had. eventually till one day bef our 8month anni, thats where we thought we had marked an end. but no, things cont to go on and off, till may. you're sort of being put aside for the moment. but ofcos i do still misses u. till recently we chatted n stuffs. that hug so blissful yet so sour. the thought of hugging u yet not having you kind of stuffs. thn whn i hpned to found out that its not like this. its not me anymore. the one whom i nv realized i wld love most yet took so long to move on-still not yet.

gfs: from the start of 2010, we are getting more and more closer to each other. till we had our job and up till 2011 whr some of your sch started. at times, we'll find that we had distanced. but did u realized that we still have so much to talk to? so much to share and to catchup with. thats so niceeee. it will always be nice when ure with a great company. be it one on one or one whole group kind of thing. hehehe now when i start to think back, i wld realized if previously i didnt metup w yall at all. how my life gna be? i might be QUIET. yes, cz all of us are sort of loudspeaker. HAHAHA. and i wouldnt be that sane n bitchy. yup!!! ooops. but im so glad that im a loudspeaker, sane and bitchy okzz.

colleagues: updating my life in CPFB. first few weeks, kind of dread working. but slowly more n more batch are coming in n i hpn to meet 2 bitches. damn bitch i swear. HAHAHA. see, im like surrounded w bitches lor. but, i love them. so generous, so easy going N DUPER STRFORWARD. bt i like it ah. asss! and some of the ppl like tk,pjl,nd,js etcetc. so nice to meet them. WOWEEEEEY. time spend tgt is short, bt its so worthwhile!!! its time to meet them up soon. lovey lovey.

seeee, life is great getting to know all these people in my life, altho some make me sad, angry etc. but i have nv regret knowing each one of them. eversince from 2010 till now. im gna be happy w all these ppl ard. yes its happy. :) thanks for ALLL these memories.

still counting on.

2011-05-15T16:34:00.004+08:00

HELLLLLLLLO. its been a month and five days since i blogged. been busy with work etc. another 16 more days to go and i'll finish my contract. :) so nice to meetup with my girls aft like so long!!! thats great. hehe.

ya, it also been so long aft that "breakup". still in the midst of trying so hard. or maybe not, its nv easy! goodbye are the hardest part.

on a sidenote, im gg to enroll fo my sch soon n some surprise. HAHAHA.
ya, SOME of them know it. :) stay tuned.

ok toodles. needa go out now.
ps: imy tho!

shadow of you

2011-04-10T17:54:00.003+08:00

hiez. i went missing from blogger. yes, its been so long. life isnt that happening. busy working as usual. only weekends free, headed to cycle, fo movie, fo buffet, fo simple meals, chill and slack. tts hw i spend my sat. in a blink of an eye, its mon already. thats like super fast. anw, felt like changing to another job tho. sure gna miss those humans. hehe. but still considering. and i need a getaway. ok im very random. cos im thinking what to update since i have not updated for so long you know! r/s stuffs are kind of on and off. dont deny tht i dont miss u tho. i shld let my mind rest. hahaha. bt srsly we cldnt control our heart and mind. so let it be fo the moment. jst the matter of time. dont rush. let nature take its course. tts what im reminding myself everyday. oh ya! ytd i caught a movie. the title is smth like "dont try breaking my heart or what. its called dan shen nan nu". by louis gu! my bf. wink wink. and its super nice! guys can actually watch and learn how to woo girls. lol. damn damn sweeet!! mehhhhhhhhx hehehe. then chilled all the way till 4am. mad tired. so, now ltr i gna slp early to replenish my sleep fo tmr. :) ok thats all. will updt soon.

whoooopy.

2011-03-20T15:35:00.002+08:00

SOOOOOOOO SHYYYYY (L)

HELLLLLLLLLLO just a small update. im so busy with work. but well, time flies. aft sj miaed fo so long, headed to look for her! and then waited fo her to finish her work. so we ended up with a white wine. gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. so awful!!!!!!! anw, i cant wait to meetup with the rest of my girls, another meetup session when vi is back! hehehe. toodles~

weeeee

2011-03-03T18:56:00.004+08:00

hieeex. i wnted to blog. but im sooo lazy. recents updt! jst started my work, still trying to get used to the timing leh! met gre8 friend too. good location tho is kind of far fo me. @ jurong!!!
i hvnt get my photos frm some cheaters -_- hor msgohsiwen? oh ya, headed to look for sw ytd and chatted fo hours. and got cake too. yum yum. hehe.

couldnt stop thinking so much! yeah.. pardon me. but its rly troubling me kind of much. so, kind of knw what it'll gna be. bcos u & u & u & u, like this thn like tht. thn like tht lor. bcos this is what u cn only show me. :)

ps:// ily is easy to say bt not rly easy to mean wht u say.
ok toodles.

ended

2011-02-21T22:16:00.006+08:00

how should i start? well, it all ended well i guess. from the start of 2011, i knew i would face this sooner or later. evn i feel like it, i cant bear to say it out. anyway, i feel that youre a good family guy due to your reasons ahhhhh. i hope im not wrong. so treat ur nxt girl btr! no matter what im still happy with it, since its ur decision, we are totally different from each other, we got our own career to pursue, you gotta settle down, everything is just so different. evn a long r/s would also be plain bcos we lack of commitment like you said, communication and compromise. never the less, im still glad that youre once a part of me. and i have nva regret for treatin u well, tho i didnt get those treatment back. but still hoping to in th past. nvm~ its over. those were the days, still thanks n goodbye~

dont feel sad, bcos we still got our memories. its that lil thing that keep us gg thru 8mths and 1day. :) move on with your life, settle down w a stable career. PLS DONT DO STUFFS THT HURT UR BODY. you should knw what stuffs i suppose. i knw i gt no rights to say anything now, bt as a friend, PLS DONT,

and its now categorized under- past. we're friends...... i love you, my friend :) thats the very last thing.
goodbye. you may still contact me if you feel like it or if you need help.

ps:// i hope ur care twards me is jst for a fren.
i cn sense it.
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ok that was what i wanted to say for the past few days. but aft a few days of pondering. im glad im fine. :) no worries fo me. bcos im still me, that sup noisy one. HAHAHA.
life has beem rather dull. bcos idk whr to go n kind of boring. but still thanks fo some humans. idw to say who! hehe i needa find a job ASAP. and a sch. so yeah. till then. will updt soooon. :)

da jia hao.

2011-02-21T14:11:00.001+08:00

hihihihihihi in case yall miss me. im v lazy to blog recently. at home zuo bo. be taitai ^^ waiting to strike lottery. hahaha. ok im crazy.

do miss me okie!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Till then~

2011-02-13T20:06:00.002+08:00

dear diary, im finally back to update a lil bit of my life. well, 2011 hasnt been treating me good. be it r/s or luck, it goes up and then down. thats life tho. yaaa, so this two kinda bother me very much! i tot i could win some extra money yknw. but when i got my winnings alrd, it started to lose. why cant i be that lucky?!??!! cries. ok, r/s isnt that good. kind of rocky. and it will not be the same anymore i supposed! whats worst, its vday tmr. sad to say, im a girl who needs tons of assurance. but srsly, which girls doesnt need? im possessive & kind of paranoid at times. what to do right! i expected too much, therefore disappointments too. so.... ya.... okay...... enough of all these shits happening. i always believe tmr will be a better day :)

i have been sleeping in the morning nowadays. that sucks. this spells why my dark circles is gettin obvious. sho sad. and my cny angpaos hor, very lil for this year!!!!! :(

moral of the story-i hope that the following months will better for you, me, us. :)

oh ya, thanks gohsiwen and pang for gettin me a slipper! hehehe. not bad ah, the size just nice plus u 2 gonna leave me alr. cos u bought me slippers!!!! oooops.

okay toodles~

cny 2011

2011-02-02T18:27:00.002+08:00

HEREBY WISHIN EVERYONE A HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR :)
its time to suck everybody's money because i have everything ready!!!!!

Splendid 18th.

2011-01-21T17:54:00.005+08:00

MAI EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY TWENTY ELEVEN :D

A treat for my bbgs! Nice ambience!

A cake they bought for me.

thanks for the box of present. @sf @wq @e @sj @hwe @vi

Metup with bb and co aftmath!

Love ya~

Lunch @ dtf bef my bkk flight. h3h3h3 mai all time fav! yumyum.

thanks bb for your gift, surprised cake and lunch treat!

im lovin it!

short updt! hehe. will updt my bkk trip soon aft i get those photos! byebyebeybyebye :D

gooodbye 2010

2011-01-01T18:21:00.009+08:00

my forever mum, the greatest one! ur love and dote can nv b compared!

xmas day with my boy and co!

xmas eve with my girls!

i spend 10/10/10 with my boy on this special day.

ty mrwoo for always being so patience. greatly appreciated!

i spend almost 9 mths with you.

headed for paramore concert!

i'm missing you badly.... so so sry to give u away. love u like always :(

stupid girl, love how we can get to meet up easily! love ya!> the youngest one! love ur care towards me. XOXO

my easy broken hearted daughter! pls be strong. i'll always b there fr u.

known the longest and i feel like im likea les when im with you! <3 > our character doesnt match. but our bond is still there! love ya babe!

not forgettin the girl who is nice to talk to! <3> muggin for O's

during shanfu's birthday

our steamboat, shisha and everything @ bugis

drink drank drunk-weihao. HAHA.

our chalet! :)

during eleena's birthday

during weien's birthday.

during siwen's birthday.

our bbq sessionx tht we always had.

my indian and dk wht country girl. arabian? or egyptian? hehe.

love em all.

the courage we braced up earned a loud applaused.

MY GEEZ BABIES GIRL.

Sports day. our support we gave to one another.

differenct races, RACIAL HARMONY DAY. 5NC the never ending bonding that we had, the noises, sarcasm, jokes we made. great class with great ppl with great friends and a great bonding. :)

thankyou cliques for being sucha great ass. hehe. the fanatic 4 of us had known for like years. and get to hv more great ones to join us! hehehe. those fun, laughter, loudspeaker us, doing things likea so silly, quarrel, hang out, slackin, drinkin, clubbin etcetc. so memorable! hope all of u had a nice new year and hang out tgt like always. xoxo :) - time to meet up soon, TGT.

2010, i got to be tgt w my ccw aft so long right :) im so sorry for every thing tht i hv done to let u down! thanks for tolerating me! i cant be perfect. but u made me feel perfect. i would love to dote u so much so tht u will b happy! n i will b happy too. so happy to spend ur birthday n xmas with you. bt nt new yr! so sorry! the start of 2011 doesnt seems to be good fr us. but hopefully it would be great as days passes by. i love you!

but still, my family plays an important role in my life. the amt of money my mum spent on me! those care that my aunts and all gave. awwwwww. love ya alllll. n i got a new nephew in 2010 and a niece in 2011! awesome much!

2011
-need to plan for my future
-have more friends!!
-dont grow fat!
-braces up
-earn and save money
-learn to appreciate and nt ask for more
-genting getaway bef sch starts
-car license? maybe?
-try hard to complete my wishlist

thats all for nw :) my 2011 resolution. HIAKHIAK.

spent so long bloggin at home. what a nice day. ciaox ppl.

left unsaid

2010-12-26T15:47:00.010+08:00

merry xmas to all :) overdued photos. hehe!

had a v nice weekend! gonna meet my boy soon.

goodbye.

18th

2010-12-18T22:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 22th BIRTHDAY TO CCW.
*hugsss*

updates!

2010-12-03T23:37:00.002+08:00

hola! my routine WORK WORK WORK. -_- oh anw, i got complained for being too noisy. ( thats what my friend heard ) and kena shift to level 3. separated from ALL my friends. cb anot? ok nvm. im sociable. i can mix with cashiers. HAHAHA.
ok bye. im gg to sleep now!!!!!!!!!

i love wasting my offdays with you, even just by, sleeping beside you, waking up knowing that u r beside me and lying down beside you. im happy~
do you???? :)

TIRED

2010-11-29T21:18:00.003+08:00

HELLO HAD BEEN WORKING SINCE THREE DAYS BACK. WHATS MORE COULD I SAY TIRED TIRED TIRED! ANYWAY CCW CAME TO FETCH ME YTD AND HEADED TO ION FR SOME YAMIYOGURT ( MY ALLTIME FAV ) HEHEHE THEN OUT OF ION. WHY? (SMOKE) THEN TRAINED TO TPY TO MEE HIS FREN THEN BACK TO HIS HSE THEN TO 200+ THEN BACK HOME! SLEPT AT 12+ OKAY!!!!! TIRED SI. OHYA I HAVE BEEN LATE FR 30MINS EVERSINCE I STARTED WORK. THANKS TO SOME HUMAN WHOM HELPED ME TO PUNCH CARD. HEHEHE. AND ACC ME! THEN TODAY SUPPOSINGLY IM LATEE. BUT ENDUPP IM SUPPOSE TO START WORK AT 10.30 WHEN I TOT IS 10! HAHAH. GOD GRACIOUS. IM NOT LATE :P

OKKK. DONT REALLY LIKE THE SUPERVISOR. GOSH. QUICKLY LET ME GET OUT OF THIS JOB. GRRRRRR. I NEED TO SPEND SOME TIME W MY LADIES AND MY MAN. HAHAHA.

!!!!! HAPPY BELATED BRITHDAY TO MY OSJ. DIDNT SPEND THE DAY WITH HER. GUILTY MUCH! COS I AM ALWAYS ARD DURING MY GIRLS BIRTHDAY AND SHE IS THE FIRST WHERE IM ABSENT. GRR. OK I DELIBRATELY TOOK OFF DURING ******** DEC FOR HER AND 18DEC FOR MY BOY. AND I WAN SOME XMAS PRESENT. HOHOHO. I GET TO SEE MANY PARENTS BUYING TONS OF GIFTS. AND I WRAPPED IT. GOT SKILL ONE LEI!!!!!!!!! HEHEHHE
OK LA BYE. SHORT UPDATE OF MY LIFE.
SEE YOU BBGS SOON MUACKSX ALL.

together

2010-11-25T21:36:00.002+08:00

hi allllllllllllll. :) spent my tue with my babyboyyyy, headed to goldenmile for billiard session. kind of regret going becos we were in the waiting list, and it stinks, air conditioned + smking allow. oh faint. and i sitted there and watch them play. watching is kinda enjoying. cos got quite a no. of pros there. hahaha. the toilet is rather "wu lu", i had to hold on to my bladder till someone says "i wanna go to the totilet" and i will "i also want!!!!" hahaha. phone died on me. and back to baby's crib early in da mornin. super tired. wokeup in the evening yknw!!!! headed home, weien cabbed over, booked pit, paid my wholesale food and decided to buy food as well? super heavy. we gotta stopped and rest for quite a no. of times.

ok, had fun during the bbq, was hesitating to steamboat over zq's place or cont bbq despite the rain. so had bbq instead, and zq gotta go back w/o eating. guilty much! but its fun. when we get to setup w so many umbrella, bbq our food, eat and cleaned up! hehehe. still tried to sold otahss.
HAHA. so our planned fail. was supposed to be a gathering bbq cum sj's advanced celebration. our prank failed. for 2yrs. however, "goodhearted" osj decided to giveup as she say that we looked pathetic, so she let flour on her. eat shit. then backed to my place to bath and chill and eat and slack while the forever same pattern gsw slept. i only got to sleep at 10 am and woke at 6pm. SO EARLYYYYYYYXZX.

gotta start work tmr. dreads working when i havent even started. hopefully it will be fun? when we got no work, we wants to work. when we got work, we dont want to work. ironic much.
and i guess i gotta missed out sj actual birthday! probably aft my work or so? HAHA. lucky i will not get to play paint ball. pay to injure myself. gez. im also v afraid of pain!!!!!! so nononono!!!!!
maybe in future i might still try to get shoot afew times and im out!!! HAHA.

ok la kinda wordy post, gonna upload photo soonz! wish mez all the best. gotta wakeup early tmr awaiting for ziting arrival!!!!! toodles~

day out

2010-11-22T21:02:00.002+08:00

Headed to town with ymc and hwe!

hi headed to trng today and realized that we dont have to train. well, im late for today. thanks shawny imsofatthtatimgonnaburst for waiting and nizam. but nizam gaveup. HAHA.

oh well. got paid as well. for the day. and im working as a wrapper with nizam. hope i can choose my own eat timing. ehehhe. nixe. my pay will be v lil as well. eat shit :( and the uniform, so small. shrinks sia!

okay. aft that head to foodrepublic to have some korean delights. i have been eating that twice when im at town. oooops. then walked over to cine and ion and hoome sweet home. back home to sleep! damn tired. grrrrr.

ok everything changes!!!!!!!! i hate it. eversince that day. sometimes its enough. i had enough. i tot of ending everything, once and for all. maybe when the time rly arrives and i couldnt take it anymore. bid the hardest goodbye.

i hope tmr tmr tmr tmr everyday will be a better day. :)

cant wait to go bkk lei. my family all gg to genting. left me, maid and big aunt. aww. its time to party over my house. HAHA.

toodles.

5th month.

2010-11-20T03:29:00.003+08:00

happy 5th mth babyboy~
To my baby boy:
altho we had some tiffs this week, but we still managed to overcome it.
despite all the disputes and negative thoughts, i still love you!
hehehhe. sometimes it is rly hard to give up a certain r/s even tho when i feel like it.
i hope we'll be tgt fr vv long and go thru all the obstacles tgt, ahead of us.
love u much.
and do pamper me, dote me, care me. and dont ignore me, throw me alone, scold me. HAHA
if nt i will pass the job to other guys le ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
muacks!