i dont deny that im nervous. AHHHHHHHHHHHH! shouldn't be at this moment ..... i should be sleeping. but my friends are at my house. hopefully i get a pass ok. BUT I DONT HAVE ANY CONFIDENCE FOR THIS. i need some pills to calm my feeling down. haha. everybody tells me that they are nervous , which makes me MORE nervous. goodluck has no use anymore.

anyway, my mum is being so so great recently. she bought me a desktop and a laptop. plus she gave me the 800$ voucher for courts one. GREAT OR NOT! and i bought myself a wallet without any hesitation! first time manzx. somemore im gonna use the wallet for a short term period. and change to a better one. ^^ so, next will be a phone and a mp3z. my sis will get me a watch, then i suppose ... it will be enough. gadgets are new alr! IS THIS BEING DOTE OR TOO PAMPERED? i think i need a husband who dotes and pampers me in future.

aft i started to work, i learnt alot of things. in life, in lovelife. everyday they will nag me for being lazy. :/ and share storys abt themselves, in their life as well as lovelife. because they are aged. therefore, they had gone thru it. and i havent. one says, as long as her husband fed her well for every meal, and dotes on her. she is contented. another says, husband money are for household plus kids. own earned money are for own spending and savings. included that husband has a stable income. when i havent started to work, i thought of being a workaholic. instead of housewife. after i start to work, i WANTS to be housewife. then i was like telling my colleague. so, she told me something, and and. i CHANGED my mind back to workaholic. haha! ok, really had alot of fun. but im leaving on 24! cause i doesn't wants to work alr. and it's one month alr! dont wanna extend! time to be back with my cliques! LOVE ME!

counting down, 6days more.
exclude off days, 4days more.
LOVE IT.
goodnight.