its really v rare to see me blogged about my feeeeeeelings yknw. dont find it emo. becos u knw i dont. its just how i felttttt now.
super disappointing. to actually exchange my love for an outing. i dont blame him for ignoring me and cold shoulder. i brought this upon myself.
feeling so guilty to actually made u felt this way.
nevertheless, this should prolly be a lesson learnt. think for the consequences bef u do anything!
but i didnt knw this would actually causes a huge impact on u. and a huge problem for both.
trying my best to salvage. but when one decided to give up, theres nth more i can do?
and u guys must be thinking that i would actually got so into a r/s!
ok laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. u all dk me only. hahaha.
but now all i can do is to hope that he is able to trust me again. if not. since he can let go, i THINK and i HOPE i can too. but i dont wish to u knw. kkkk fine whatever.
ps: im sorry. imy, text me soon.
im having srs dark circles and eye bag. insomnia last night. was waiting for reply. slept at 7am aft a few text and wokeup at 11am++. finally, i understand hw vi felt tht day, when she was insomnia waiting for her text as well. hehe. i heard how my mum speak eng and malay to my maid explaining to her how my last time maid work. duper funny. okz. imma gg out now to bishan library. srsly, when i wanted to find someone to talk to. i cant find any. thanks and goodbye humans. i'll be fine. becos im wong. ego power by eleenayeo. tmd her. HAHAHAHA.
