ok hi, i had been staying at home past fewdays. except for art remedials.
few more days left! laptop and phone not fixed. sad!
anyway, its hard for me to not think abt it. because if there's first time, there'll be second time.
secondly, a leopard cant change its spot. just so yknw, i've got my own reasons to not promised ur promise. because no. 1, incase it'll be an empty promise.(its not that i dont trust u) no.2, i'm trying to forget abt it since its like so long ago. its hard to and i actually still cant believed it. and its not one time, oh my srsly. and i happened to came across mag which their solutions is to ditch it. like wth. so coincidence. but i doubt so, since its like so long, morever i supposed i had not fallen much for u since then. i didnt knw it would affect me aft u told me. soo... i should actually stop brooding over it. forget forget forget. pretty pretty pretty pls. idw to ruin anything nice between us atm.
ps:by letting yknw tht im brooding over it, dont do anything good for both. u have gave me assurance but i dont want it. so prob lies w me, its me who chose to think. or maybe not, i dont get to choose. but i have to. the more idw to, the more i will. so fml. hopefully things will go great for me.
goodnight humans.
