Saturday, September 22, 2012

currently, i wished......




HELLO! So my titled says it all...

1) to be able to help out as many animals as possible. to be able to see them living in a better life without being abused. this really made me so sad esp when i know that im not able to do so. bcz abusing is all over the world. felt so useless. T.T not to say how animals can affect me so badly than humans. i know im crazy. but idky.... and how much i missed my dear miki.
(ps: TBH, i cld never braced up myself to blog about him, bcz it cld make me start tearing badly and hate every single one of them in my family. how much i missed you and how much you mean to me. just by typing this few sentences and thinking about you makes me activated my tear duct somemore im blogging this at work. pls be alright, pls. I PRAYED. so sorry for everything. i cldnt keep you with me. i really missed you so so badly.)

2) to travel around the world. ofcz by travelling as in increasing my knowledge, knowing their culture there and not travelling and satisfy my materialism wants. prolly to taiwan villages etc. not for leisure but for enrichment.

3) to reach for the stars!!! nop, just kidding. haha. to live my life to the fullest with a loving, caring and able to satisfy my hmm, wants NEEDS. oh, ++ points if able to satisfy wants too. HAHA. & with prolly 1 or 2 kids. erm, preferably GIRLS. haha IN MY LIFE! to have the most memorable proposal as well as wedding dinner. to walk in the chapel with the love of my life. wearing some 5carats diamond ring and a really gorgeous wedding dress witnessed by god, my family, dearest girls and friends with blessing.

4) motivation to do volunteer work again.

5) lastly, to bring my kids to church! back to sunday services. WAKEUP EARLY & DONT SLP TOO MUCH.

hee dont laugh at what i really wished i cld do. its my wish and i will slowly, bit by bit & start to fulfill all my wish. i wanna die with no regrets. like what humans always said, " we only live once, live without regrets." so yuppp... wish me all the best in keeping my life awesome! till then this blog will be able to capture my happy, sad & successful momentum.

"no matter whats the outcome, at least you know you've tried, at least thr isnt any regrets left."

quite touching hor, didnt know that i have grown up, and starting to plan for my future. even though im still pampered like a kid. BUT, im leading a happy life! so impressed with you, myself! hahaha. CIAOS.