Each time I try not to have such thoughts then smth will happened and prove me right.
I cannot afford to be so happy and then smth bad came crashing down. Be it on myself, my rs or my family.
I want to have a smooth life.
But eventually they say life is like a roller coaster.
Well, this shall depends on how I'm gonna deal/face with the situations then.
I'm gonna do it positively and change my own mindset.
I hope everyone that matters to me will be happy and just happy.
